You are a beautiful person and you should stay beautiful.
But we are not perfect are we?
A story of a girl who things she is a woman….
Once upon a time a girl met a guy. They chatted, got closer. Than it started most casual. Intended to be just casual without going into much feelings. They meet, they dine, they danced, they chatted…it was so much fun. Got together, enjoyed each other companion, exchange ideas and discussion…he is a great kisser, she enjoyed his companion. He told her he can only be a friend…and she was ok with that. So they met somemore, watch movies, keeping each other companion. It was nice.
Than something happened…she found herself starting to have different feelings towards him. She started to care what he does, how he is doing. She caught herself thinking about him more than normal. She started to seeing other possibilities with him….she started to fall for him. This was not the intention at first. She was happy to be single and just enjoying his companion. But day by day that feeling start to grow and she liked it….it has been long since she let herself to have this.
He notice the change in her and confronted her. They discussed about it. He had told her from the begining he could not be her "partner" and that they are keeping each other companion without expecting any commitment. He got confused and told her, he already has a partner now. He could never hurt that other girl.
The girl knew it and understood it. She also don’t want to hurt his other girl. So they agreed to became just friends…close friend. She was openned to him. At least he knows how she felt about him. And she will always keep that feeling for him.
So they kept seeing each other for nice meals, disccussion, sharing a movie and keeping each other companion in friendship. The girl enjoys it and got really use to having him around. He is so mature about different things and she learn so many new things about herself, as she let herself being "just her" around him.
Than one day, She had some problem at the office and had a really bad time, very moody. She needed a hug. She was so tired…but instead going home from work, she drove to his place, hoping he is still at home that late. He was planning to go to work early that day. As she walked towards his home, she felt better already seeing his lights are still on. He was at home. She opened the door and there he was…just got up..still sleepy. But he seemed distant…perhaps he was still tired. So she came in and sat next to him and layed her head on his lap and told him about her day…
She was tired, he listened and stroked her hair until she calmed down. When she was more relax, he went to shower and get ready for work. His laptop was still open, so while waiting she went on checking her own email and updated her facebook. Than she noticed his Ym is still on….damn. She made a wrong choice that night……she opened it and skim through. And something else grew inside her. Jelousy…..
That night she went home crying for being so stupid. One for opening his ym, second for still having this feelings for him…..
she drove so slow it took her longer time to get home. He sense her change. She didn’t kiss him when she left.
He asked her what had happened and she told him that she was feeling sad and jealous….that moment he knew…she has broken his trust and invade his privacy………
The girl felt bad since than…..
Now
the trust is broken….she told him what she did and appologize to him. But the bond between the girl and the guy has been broken.
The girl lost a friend…….and is crying about it now.
Everything is always a little to late!!!!
